iron will

This morning I made a promise to myself that I wouldn't play computer games anymore until I've graduated; I went to my PC to blog up the fact and the moment my Windows desktop came up I double-clicked on the Neverwinter Nights icon.

So here I am after playing for about four hours (short by my standards), stopping because Mom asked me to pick up my sister at school, which (as usual) I interpreted as now but (as usual) Mom actually meant in an hour. But the other more significant (real) reason I stopped is because I fell kinda tired of dying so many times in Charwood forest with my level 9 lawfull-good human monk.

And now after writing this I want to begin playing again immediately. But I think I'll just upload this first. My brother decided to pull the modem out of hiding, but I'm still traumatized in using it (see my last entry). I try to go online only for uploading and downloading small data such as this blog entry and my emails, spending at most about five minutes at a time. When I gotta go online longer I'll do it at my campus WarNets.

I have one and a half weeks to complete my graduation final work paper or I'll be dropped out. I've written nothing and I don't feel worried at all.

Posted at 12:35:03 pm by ferdikom98

November 12, 2004   10:26 PM PST
Pertanyaan yang sama sering banget keluar dari temen2 gue. Kenapa ya kita pede bener seolah merasa nggak perlu gelar? Ampe diomelin gara-gara seolah gue sama sekali nggak peduli sama perasaan mereka.

Kalo gue sih kadang gue mikirnya emang karena gue udah terlalu biasa cuek sama akibat jangka panjang, wong jangka pendek aja udah t@3 banget:p

Gue sih sekarang ya udah, kejar tanggal 13 Desember sebisanya, nulis apa aja seadanya. Dan kalo gue ketiduran trus deadline lewat ya sudah. Kalo temen-temen, keluarga, nyokap sewot ya sudah; istilahnya berani jual berani beli, lempar batu nggak sembunyi tangan. Nyari kerja?... tau deh....

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I don't write intellectually. I write expressively. I don't claim to be accurate, fair or thorough. I don't wanna get stuck on certain topics. Though I sometimes do. But not that often. I'd like to expand. I wanna write more poems. But I'll only upload them if they're good. I only rant about my life's hardships if it will rescue just a little bit of my sanity. I'm saner than I make myself out to be, though.

If I am an OS kernel, and I just had a kernel dump, I'd imagine that the text in this blog is what it would more or less look like.

There. Do you get it?


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