How do I tell the world that I don't want to graduate? I mean, how can I possibly afford not to graduate? Everything, every possible path involved in my living the rest of my life in relative comfort revolves around the concept of my having an undergraduate degree. I can't work without an undergraduate degree. I do not have any skill, no matter how I think to the contrary, if I do not have an undergraduate degree.
How do I know that I don't want to graduate? Is it just plain denial now that it is so obvious that I CANNOT FINNISH MY graduation &paper by the 15 thus I cannot possibly graduate? What right do I have to go against the wishes of the world and selfishly declare that I will not pass through this mandated initiation right into the modern 21st century Indonesian workforce that all middle class citizens must pass through lest the person be considered a vagrant beligerent non-person with nothing but uncouth thoughts coursing through the person's mind?
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I don't write intellectually. I write expressively. I don't claim to be accurate, fair or thorough. I don't wanna get stuck on certain topics. Though I sometimes do. But not that often. I'd like to expand. I wanna write more poems. But I'll only upload them if they're good. I only rant about my life's hardships if it will rescue just a little bit of my sanity. I'm saner than I make myself out to be, though.
If I am an OS kernel, and I just had a kernel dump, I'd imagine that the text in this blog is what it would more or less look like.
There. Do you get it?
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