I Killed an ant.
I accidentaly crippled it badly while sweeping.
I think I was sweeping it for quite a few meters before I noticed it.
When nearing the trash can I looked at it and remembered:
"When his friends find him, they will kill him..."
Because he can no longer survive.
I crushed it with the tip of my broom.
I thought I felt tears welling up, but I must have been imagining it.
Then I remember me.
I am at a physical age where I should be independent,
yet I still can't carry my own weight.
Probably never will.
I am crippled.
Kembangan, West Jakarta, December 16 2003
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I don't write intellectually. I write expressively. I don't claim to be accurate, fair or thorough. I don't wanna get stuck on certain topics. Though I sometimes do. But not that often. I'd like to expand. I wanna write more poems. But I'll only upload them if they're good. I only rant about my life's hardships if it will rescue just a little bit of my sanity. I'm saner than I make myself out to be, though.
If I am an OS kernel, and I just had a kernel dump, I'd imagine that the text in this blog is what it would more or less look like.
There. Do you get it?
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