I Killed an ant.
I accidentaly crippled it badly while sweeping.
I think I was sweeping it for quite a few meters before I noticed it.
When nearing the trash can I looked at it and remembered:
"When his friends find him, they will kill him..."
Because he can no longer survive.
I crushed it with the tip of my broom.
I thought I felt tears welling up, but I must have been imagining it.
Then I remember me.
I am at a physical age where I should be independent,
yet I still can't carry my own weight.
Probably never will.
I am crippled.
Kembangan, West Jakarta, December 16 2003
adonan roti yang ingin kuremas-remas
Café Cadas, Depok, November '03
Clues on how to make websites. And blogs too.
Aside from BlogDrive, of course :) This list is definitely not exhaustive.
I guess these blogs kinda shows just really cool bloggers do with their personal space. Its either that or I just can't seem to put them in any other category :p But they're all interesting blogs.
Reading blogs can be addictive. Especially if you read the comments and trackbacks. And then they lead to ezine articles, web sites, online essays...
Blogs that every blog seem to link to...
Though interesting, not too many specific links to them. Though I think they get a lot of hits anyway. I think.
I think they were here from the beggining of blogging, way back in '94... Let's see if I can find some more...
I don't write intellectually. I write expressively. I don't claim to be accurate, fair or thorough. I don't wanna get stuck on certain topics. Though I sometimes do. But not that often. I'd like to expand. I wanna write more poems. But I'll only upload them if they're good. I only rant about my life's hardships if it will rescue just a little bit of my sanity. I'm saner than I make myself out to be, though.
If I am an OS kernel, and I just had a kernel dump, I'd imagine that the text in this blog is what it would more or less look like.
There. Do you get it?
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